I’m the only one there for me at night when the tears endlessly come
Keeping it a secret and hiding every trace of evidence
myself on the outside,
To kill the hurt within.
Wounds on the outside eventually heal.
It’s the wounds on the inside that seem to kill.
I know what it’s like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit but you can’t. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on inside
This will all fall down
Like everything else that was
This too shall pass
And all of the words we said, we can’t take back.
Everybody thinks I’m happy
They don’t know and I can’t tell them what’s really going on
I keep waiting for it to get better on its own
I wish I could walk up to everybody who went through the same thing as I did
I’d just tell them
It’s not your fault
People want to believe you’re okay
So it’s easy to pretend you’re okay
I don’t want advice
I just want to talk to someone who gets it
Tell me you don’t pull the blade across you skin and pray you have the courage to press down. That you have the strength to keep going, and the life to keep living.
I became trapped in a world of my own, suffering the hurt and pain in silence.
People ask me if I believe in forever
and I can’t help but sit back and laugh
because with the way my life is going,
I don’t even believe in tomorrow
you don’t know what it feels like to stare out your window & count the headlights.
She hides the scars
Learn to love the pain i feel.
When the wind starts whispering a lonesome lullaby, it helps to think were sleeping under the same big sky.
Give me a reason worth fighting For. Don’t let me break down and cry, give me something to look forward to. Anything to keep me alive